yo can I ask a question? no need for response like a therapy session no rights and no wrongs but before I get started I'd like your attention not being recorded for yall not to listen it's not all that easy to spit my my emotions my bars have been leaking my heart has been opened now back to the question that got my head spinning is my tounge just a weapon that keeps me from winning? well, it teaches a lesson what lesson!? keep sinning!? keep making mistakes that eventually kill me ignore what been given because it will help me I thought I was Christian that's not very godly if I really don't give a shit why am I spitting it don't be a hypocrite thinking that your perfect thinking that you can spit when all of your knowledge is basically counterfeit I know that my life has become a hot mess I just soak in the lies I refuse to confess it won't get any better forever unless I take my first step and believe in success well how do I that? and where do I start am I too late have I gotten too far that's what it'll feel like until I can realize when your life gets dark lookout for the streetlights I know that this may be confusing failures not the same as losing if you keep trying ignore all the lying defy the defying be mean like a lion show the world who is boss don't take defeat or loss no less than the best not just like the rest a whole nother species a whole nother quest