Have you ever wondered what you did wrong until you are sitting in a phyc ward staring at the walls realizing you messed up big time you're sitting alone with your thoughts thinking what the f*** did I do this time why did I do this to myself why can't I just be better I'm wasting my time when I could be sitting down and talking to a therapist about how to cope with things I can't seem to find a coping skill for. I could be doing better things right now than sitting and staring at these blank walls, but remember I put myself in here because i felt I needed it, but now I'm here, and I absolutely hate it I wish I could go home but my doctor put me on a legal hold they say I was made of gold I think I was ready to fold I fold myself into a ball and hide under my shell i hide my emotions you see don't be like me because you will be stuck in a hospital for who knows how long it doesn't matter how much you beg to get out of there you're going to get told a little while longer each time so just stay out of trouble ask for help when you really need it but don't act up you might end up in my situation I promise you it's not the best sensation