Yeah I don't sorry enough sometimes even tho u said I don't commit no crimes yeah it's a long story my life is different I feel somin so good with no glory and I'm ignorant Ima no go no show so tho let's move really fast I've been give a new life New task no lies just tye truth for you to ask I'm so ashamed with most of my pain I felt like I was in a main chain that's insane I know but something else will happen one day I couldn't wait so started to pray asking God what I needed and wanted a life with a future that's succeeding and not haunted like my mind is a room inside of a big place that I can't escape even tho now it's got better I've still had a taste of what I will carry with me forever but still never say never I could happy permanently but personally i can't even say if it overrated or overhated never felt it true until I found both of you yeah I've survived the wreckage of my life so far I know you both have had tough parts to yours but I must say please just wait my life has just started to be great yeah I feel like it's at its peak but now I'm afraid that I could lose this does that make me weak? im not sure but ask the Lord hey is this weakness or is it just forgiveness cause I have been picking up the peices of the wreckage tryna help other to but I've just gotta face what's true I'm only able to help because I've seen it all before tryna act and make for other people like i don't know if they weren't but let's thread the needle because I still sometimes don't see my self as a good person so I try and give my life away but all it does is make it worse then what it was before what do you want me to do I don't know lord yes I know I cry to much sometimes but you what they say let all out just don't scream and shout and hurt yourself yeah I've survived the wreckage of my life so far I know you both have had tough parts to yours but I must say please just wait my life has just started to be great don't leave yet it's just started to get and feel that I have purpose again and I can make people happy but somehow still I cant be