lost within my head as it spins out of control sadness fills my soul wandering around a never ending stroll trauma haunts my days painfully accepting the brutal truth as the time goes by watching as everyone I know and love grow old and die I'm here all alone no place to call home wasted enough energy trying to achieve all the impossibilities making sense of this insanity changing my mentality im a risk for all reality with this beast inside of me careful as I can be waiting so patiently lost within my head as it spins out of control