every night I sit and cry wonder why I go through the shit I do when i was a kid i never had a clue that everyone was gonna try to play me like a fool oh now they try to talk to me man screw you I ain't got shit to prove and never will it's ok cause they doubting me still I hope I get the props I deserve but know I never will ill rise above all the negativity still wit positivity never gonna stop making raps until my last day g yea you know my shit hot that's why I gotta hit the road cause I got some plans on go mode I won't achieve if I just sit here I haven't had a plan in over a year but I'll be damned if I don't get my ass in gear it's time to grow up and yea you know I'm boutta blow up dropin bombs on the mic you know I'm gonna show up I used to stumble alot but now I got both feet on the ground yea ten toes down you know I ain't bouta let no one slow me down get the fuck outa here cause I'm in a new atmosphere yea I'm in a better place you know I used to feel like such a disgrace sometimes i couldn't even look my mama in her eyes I've hurt her so many fucking times and now she's gone I never got to say goodbye fuck I miss her everyday that goes by that's why idc weather I live or die but at the same time I do I cause I got 2 beautiful babies yea bro life is crazy but thankfully I got me a lady to help me through hard times