I'm feeling myself , i need some help , look in the mirror thats how I could tell , I used to move pounds back to back just to sell , I really thought that's how my body felt , like I won the title w the belt , a young champion that's how It would be held , when I see my son my heart melts , @ times I just wanna scream & yell , the life that I choose is how I delt , even going to jail , the devil ate me up invited me to hail , to give my soul like it's for sell , God's waiting for the right time how can I take ina cell , I hear the bell , I dust my self off when I know I failed , not having my trust in him is how I fell , only potions would only bring a spell , so I put all my trust in him when I kneel , locked & Sealed , better yet healed , putting the armor of God w a shielded , God comes first , wait till I hit this next verse , he's the only way I'll get my merch , watch me skirt , all I do is listen to his word , if I can do it ' it's your turn , better learn , don't just listen to what you heard , cause if you listen to that well he rose on the third , just believe don't swerve , before you hit the curve , then you feel his nerves , his the only one that I'll serve , so take this time observe ... God comes first