I'm losing touch of who I was I know this might sound crazy but I'm lost inside the love and it won't let me free I promise an eternity to see it all through to the ending scene till I run out of chances at trying to be me my heart feels stabbed to death it's not a game when you can't come correct and if they lie I'm not supposed to get upset am i supposed to be the calm man or am i your con man for some reason inspiration came to mind I got a badass badass b**** inside and here I am out here spitting in the wind of a suicide but I have not tried because if I did it would have been do or die and right now I'm riding high without my heart breaks it's hard to feel inside but I can't take back every attack wen my thoughts play with death i forget I got to love you in my bed love you through all the mess forgive you and me for all the f**k ups in our heads so the bee runs lower the beer runs high these are my last words never said I bet you she wishes I was dead