4physically impaired out of my mind constantly careful and fully aware remember to breathe there's a deamon inside of me mentally destroyed all the pleasant memories victims lining up lost my spot so many twisted thoughts all the voices say the same thing over and over before i can do anything about it i learned to love the hate nomatter how extreme negative development of behavioral temptation all or nothing meditation works for a little while take a deep breath relaxed and smile willfully breaking the laws and reinforcing the infinite knowledge for the right cause