i came from the struggle started fealing like the struggle became me all the drug use and violence I can't portray to be a perfect person in humanity I know I want a lot but number one is my family feel like I f***** up so much like none of this is coming back to me I want to change no games to try shy that s*** away from me Cross My heart Hope to die and hope is all I got you see I'm free now just out the pin I just did 13 try to win back what I lost and it's not an easy as it seems people try to drive me down drive me with this negativity overwhelmed with all this hate and s*** that ain't hurting me I'm immune to that pain so throw some dirt up on My grave show me what my name is the one that my Mama gave like a Phoenix from the ashes I rise once again take it from the heart not from the head the heart shows passion that has mislead for every action there is a reaction that justifies to distraction that somebody call temptation but I strive to satisfaction in reality the faction is I ain't trying to get this kind of action b**** I ain't trying to rob nobody attacks a b**** I just want to get my kids back with income tax in this I came from the struggle again you know it's hard it's full of f****** pain physical bruise and mental scars got no property but I feel like my heart is a yard people always walking on my grass and telling me who I am and who they are his life is hard all the grimy and the pain sick and tired of everybody always showing hey ducking in the shade I'm trying to duck all these fades sick and tired of all that drama I want all the end of the day