hold on for what, whats enough arnt you tired like what the fuck fuck am i thinking shits all messed up and im not even drinking. am i the only person on this cruz that sees the boats sinking. looking for a person with the look on their face that discribes this feeling searching for the comfort from the pain we be sharing u can say its healing or the reason its just a way to explain everything that went wrong this evening. looking for someone to blame eager to point the finger blinded but like Truth is just as same as the sun ive been watching im not the one so i no longer am around to shine now ive went down did u hear me call out figure it out in the dark but how? For atleast once cant u get the bigger picture before the moon comes out thinking about how the stars be seeing all this we look up at them like there a gift truth is we are looking at somthing that no longer exist so as the same as my ghost i leave you two to sit looking around for an exit i wont even turn around just shake my head looking down at the ground with this constant frown to be at the circus and be the only clown. whos left to laugh now. just fast enough to finish lifes race in second place to bad its just the same as the expression of the man that cant hide the look of pain all over his face because he loved something so much he gave it everything till the day he became old but today he was finally told that his all wasnt enough at all call him second because first was his only place but it all was gone in a second. aint that a Shame to bad i know this pain but theres always one more day.. until the day comes that u dont wake and in your grave you will stay. some that live already know that place. dare i say i wont complain just fade away day by day untill it all turns grey and dont look the same. these are choices you make when you have no choice to take get in line we are all forced to play this game. atleast when you die their is no more pain. for that day i wait