Shadows

never lie pacing thru the valley of the shadow of death bracing while trachea is grasping for breath thinking with the shadow of doubt that is left is it pain or the day i take my last step ooohh, these shadows watching over me ooohh, the ghost of who i use to be tension keeps on forming from the stress in my mind 10 step forward, then slide back on my grind been getting older, seems I'm on a decline all the weight on my shoulder, should be better defined ooohh, these shadows watching over me ooohh, my demons never let me free shadow boxing, but I can't land a clean shot in battle marching, but i can't really see opps targets locked in, stomach tied in three knots started charging enemy, looking just like me (wzhat!) must be a mirage, pinch me if I'm dreaming fatigue camouflaged, clinching for meaning self sabotage, got my self esteem thin bones in my garage that I'm afraid to make peace with monkey on my back, weight upon my shoulders money on my head, everyday growing colder only can the dead train or make a soldier imma make this bread like Snyder's of Hanover shadows hangover, fear got me huddled tight violent hangover, spirits had me up all night vomit till I'm sober, pregame once i get a bite hiding undercover, PTS disorder type ooohh, these shadows watching over me ooohh, the ghost of who i use to be pacing thru the valley of the shadow of death bracing while trachea is grasping for breath thinking with the shadow of doubt that is left is it pain or the day i take my last step ooohh, these shadows watching over me ooohh, my demons never let me free