#slashinc i always dreamed of happiness,not depression and stress. lifes was a mess,was always vexed and distressed. i turned some music on,it's Papa roach's infest. When feeling down music really helps me de-stress. When felt i was slippin dmx was my crutch. Ice cube taught me how to tear this shit up. i didn't have much of a childhood,came up rough as fuck Tupac taught me to keep my head up. Nas,dre,Eminem,big pun. some of where my musical influences came from. Before Eminem's Stan or wayne penned dear anne. i vibed off dmx and method man n.w.a paved the way in thier hayday. now we got joyner,kanye and jay. nas said hiphop was dead.he was probably right. mumble rappers haunted nightly by pacs poltergeist exausted with living but good with not dying. He found his self esteem,from then he started trying. what a waste of his time taken in by bullshit and lying. A three year waste of him wanting,a waste of desiring