#SSOE alright I'm all set- too much in my head. been stressing and worrying, sweating a mess. the more I keep giving I end up with less. been tryna progress. but stuck on tread-mill. and I'm crushed by the weights but I stand still. can't afford not to meet up with my goals. tryna see through our uniformed blindfolds. cause our stumbling just does not make sense. tryna conjure a plan up so makeshift. but I'm pressed, cant speak on these basics on the daily cause they hate it. so I hop on these beats and go ape shit. hate the media really it's tasteless. if it's great then they copy and paste it till it's burnt out then repaint it. recycle and sell it reframed then watch em sell it out so brainless . souls shriveled up like raisins. tryna live a life , not feign it. but they all living lies so faithless. must be nice not to have to chase scraps. taking hand outs by the plate passed. I ain't know that life. gotta play it fast if your tryna nail where you aiming it in the world I live. cause they give out chances all to easy so you fucking let em when they come to take em back. s'why I do my best to create my path. ventilate my wrath. so i don't let it go on some bitch on accident. tryna actually live for beliefs and passions. not all the bullshit we use to gas it out. plastic tantamount. understanding or not hear me lashing out? really thats the rouse. every body got a jibber jabber mouth. very few have an ear to pass around. really im just overwhelmed and stressing wild. tryna live a life worth living but the steps to build it got me headless running miles. fine. look . slow it down. im over stressed - overly proud. messin shit up. holding it down. all at the same time. 2 steps forward- back 9. Just how I'm feeling I can't lie. don't got too many I can rely. cept the homies who ride to die. and they be drilling me- telling me better than how I been livings in plain sight. but I'm just lividly yelling and screaming cause I just can't sever my damn ties. that and my heart is a pained ride. keep losing focus. gotta stay right. gotta stop falling for these games. nobodies committing- these bitches the same. I give all my efforts- they never for me. I pay the price. wishing it wasn't the way of life. but fuck em. just better my state of mind. it's all that I do. the wars that I silently wage with myself I can't describe. crippling really, the biggest of why's as to why I keep failing to better with time. mindstates set in different timelines. and our time on this planets so finite. so I jump on these beats and I take flight. hope these songs can out live me when I die.