Wasted
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•11 months ago
I got wasted cuz I'm sick of myself. My pride won't allow me to git me some help. And I continue to bluff with the hand I was dealt. I got wasted cuz it gets rid of the pain that I felt. Day after day I'm livin in hell. Telling everyone I'm Ok when I know I'm unwell. Worry about my future but on the past I still dwell. Act like I'm on the top but I really done fell. I can't reach out cuz I won't allow myself. They say if you need help seek out but all my life I could only count on myself. So I just pack up and leave out in hopes one day I can stop doubting myself. And maybe love myself, and not be so outside of myself. Yeah I got wasted, faded, Cuz of all worry about how I'm gonna make it. All of the mistakes I've made has my mind ragin... But I know this isn't why I was created so on my knees I'm praying... God save me. I got wasted cuz I didn't want to fucking deal. Lied about my disease cuz I was afraid to heal. Lived inb a daze couldn't differentiate between fake and real. Dumbed my mind so far it invaded my ability to feel. I got wasted until nothing was left that mattered. My relationships like my mind had no joy had no laughter. The only time I was straight was when I was splattered. So high could see the rings of Saturn... Looked at myself as the next Fabio so self centered Everyone else lookin at me like I'm the mad hatter. My odor make the whole block scatter. Mouth like a motor, but yo blood I'd splatter. With No brain, what controls my 3 dimensional bodily matter? With all the pain why am I alive what magic elixir am I chasing after. With all these females why am I alone with nothing to bone, no calls due to no phone so I just sit and watch from the rafters.
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I got wasted cuz I'm sick of myself. My pride won't allow me to git me some help. And I continue to bluff with the hand I was dealt. I got wasted cuz it gets rid of the pain that I felt. Day after day I'm livin in hell. Telling everyone I'm Ok when I know I'm unwell. Worry about my future but on the past I still dwell. Act like I'm on the top but I really done fell. I can't reach out cuz I won't allow myself. They say if you need help seek out but all my life I could only count on myself. So I just pack up and leave out in hopes one day I can stop doubting myself. And maybe love myself, and not be so outside of myself. Yeah I got wasted, faded, Cuz of all worry about how I'm gonna make it. All of the mistakes I've made has my mind ragin... But I know this isn't why I was created so on my knees I'm praying... God save me. I got wasted cuz I didn't want to fucking deal. Lied about my disease cuz I was afraid to heal. Lived inb a daze couldn't differentiate between fake and real. Dumbed my mind so far it invaded my ability to feel. I got wasted until nothing was left that mattered. My relationships like my mind had no joy had no laughter. The only time I was straight was when I was splattered. So high could see the rings of Saturn... Looked at myself as the next Fabio so self centered Everyone else lookin at me like I'm the mad hatter. My odor make the whole block scatter. Mouth like a motor, but yo blood I'd splatter. With No brain, what controls my 3 dimensional bodily matter? With all the pain why am I alive what magic elixir am I chasing after. With all these females why am I alone with nothing to bone, no calls due to no phone so I just sit and watch from the rafters.
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