I want to go home but i can t cuz im all alone feling like im dying inside Day after day now i always cry I really need a home but can t call anyone cuz i don t have the Money to buy a phone I got depression, anxiety and felings that i never thought i had can t call my mom and never had a dad im feling really bad Im feling like im living in hell i just wanna die people say let it out and cry but that doesnt work i really wanna die but im afraid to do it but man just screw it im a just do it im a kill myself nothing else would help Hope i,ll go to heaven it was better when i was seven when i felt joy and wasnt sad or felt bad i wish i had the money that i need man iv,e pleed to get enough Money to feed the one in needs thought about selling weed but im no criminal the worst thing i ever done was to call someone really dumb he later broke my thumb and call me a shit Its time to take suicide im tired of trynna hide right now its rainy outside feels like the perfect time to take suicide the last thing i want to say is that im abouta go to heaven tho im only 11 feling like i’ve had a really rought live a really though life and now im going to say goodbye to the World so bye