Yea I don’t wanna live anymore every time I wake up and I’m fighting do I live in a war and what makes it worse is no one ever listens to me I’m slowly shutting the door will never be heard I jus wanna live a happy life I don’t know what I did to deserve this now quote this depression is taking over my body I’m going numb from head to toes and toes to head all through out the day I’m just laying in bed no one ever decides to ask if I’m okay but that’s fine cause I woulda lied anyway and said yea I’m great crazy how fake people can be they can go from be your best friend to leaving you with nothing on the side of the street now I’m by myself begging for help but all these people just want shit for them selves it’s like nothing I do is ever good nothing I do is ever appreciated so now I’m just giving I tried my hardest to beat this battle but it’s kinda to win the war when it’s only me against 1000 bad memories makes me feel like I’m getting stung by 100 bees