there are things we deal with but cant understand and so there is the experienced we cant explain just like this one let me tell this dream i had, its a night, im not home yet, u try to call me but u cant, i left u alone in the bed, u sad, aint no first time it happend, guess u afraid if im not dead, in the morning as i come back, my mind's racing like mad, i open the door and find then, u almost dead, your heart bled, so much that the carpet turned from white to red, and it was completely wet, it sucked your blood like blade, iron smell is floatin' in the air it is so vivid, Pegi 18 rate, your face as white as snowflake questioning myself is it too late, is your time is gone and there is nothing that i could make i know it is my fault, my mistake all the regrets comin' into play, and memories a movie create, i accept the fact i understand, it wasn't you, all the blame stand, under my name, please wake up babe! im screaming imma change!!!! then finally i wake up but realizing, it was only a dream, i was dreamin' inside of another dream, feelin' like if i got stuck in a labyrinth, u calling my name, there u sitttin' front of our house with I pin playin' so im running out, find u smilin' I Pin tells me daddy im laughin' and i cannot help myself out loud, i start to shout, thank you god! you look at me with those eyes, askin me if everything is alright! without words i grab u and hug! u fall into my arms, imma hold u tight! then i kiss I pin on forehead slight- ly, look to skies and my sight blinds light! the whole world rotates and i wake up! i quickly sit up, i'm sweating like after fight! in a middle of night, alone in my apartment! its been a week since i left you in thailand, it's all about the ruff, way to the top I approach I'm not gonna be, sitting over here like a Dee, I'm gonna be, spitting the rhymes like a gee, I am completely aware that you waiting for me, but I gotta be the real, I gotta provide the family, so I have to take this road, full moon away from, dreams, I am willing to go through like a storm it is trying to slow me down, but I'm formed to go through the worst of the worst, got the balls, to do the big things, dancing with the devil, putting to the ground all mcs with black showel, imma learn from my mistakes and imma settle, down, gotta build the castle that is unconquerable, babe you can count on me in any possible matter, there is so many thoughts i wanna share and exetra, so only im asking for is u listen til the end of em a Copyright by Reno Marc 2023