time to start up the search light like a thief in the night getting lit by a Flood light shot by a gun and all his love died fuck alcohol fuck what you telling me fuck methamphetamine bud light fuck friends that pretend to be fuck everything but what God's telling me I've been thinking deep I've been thinking things can't even start can't even dream now I can charge everyone a fee I've worked very hard for no money I've worked to smart to not stick like honey I've worked with the light so these words aren't muddy I put my heart in from the start no funny I can inspire others through my ugly conspire to go with the world tho it's complicated Everyday is a new one and I'm more than Dedicated Used to get fucking agitated without my Medication But then I realized my energy is my Meditation