The pain I got inside got me feeling so numb! The drugs that I been on got my heart beat like a drum. The demons that I fight they been coming from my soul. I been tryna run but I'm moving slow. I shut everyone out cuz I wanna be alone. I been in my room I been counting down the time. Counting down the hours till I finally take my life. I don't wanna feel this pain anymore. I been feeling worthless baby I been out of my mind. Ask me how I'm doing but I tell you I been fine. Truth is I don't wanna be alive anymore. Speeding down the freeway I been driving way to fast. Swerving round the corner and I'm hoping that I crash. Baby I don't want you to be sad when I'm gone. This is just a letter to my family and my friends. I guess I ain't happy with the person that I am. Can't talk about it lately so I put it in a song. Speeding down the freeway I been driving way to fast. Swerving round the corner hoping that I crash. Baby I don't want you to be sad when I'm gone. This is just a letter to my family and my friends. I guess I ain't happy with the person that I am. Can't talk about it lately so I put it in a song.