Searching clarity deep inside of my damaged thoughts Creative blocks partly the reason I ain’t reached the top Get in my head and start thinking that maybe I should stop Maybe I ain’t mean meant for this maybe I ain’t suppose to pop Maybe music my music really trash tho And everybody shitting on it like an asshole For the life of me can’t figure out a line to spit Couple hours pass and I start thinking maybe I should quit Scribble out lines in notepad Cuz everything is write sound corny like elote ha sessions wasted drowning in my self doubt This mental block I got the hardest thing I’m trying to figure out To scared to open up and really speak on what I feel Cuz I be scared of being judged for being too real Need to escape this mind state before it’s too late Find a way to break thru so I can go be great. Times tickin, I can feel my moment slippin Hear the voices in my head but I won’t listen figure out way to get up out this position A little bit of grit and I’ll be back to flame spittin yeaaa