Inspirations-Sunny D Growin up as a kid there were always other kids striving down the wrong path, never knew never caught up with my fedy eye , i never though the world was a scary place, inside the feelings of a coward were on my last day, i was only 7 when i was a bad kid momma tryda open my eyes it never worked cause all that trama from my fatha put me in a locked position, couldnt transition into a different light, things started accumelating i didnt focus in school i was a bullying bastard, major disaster one day i went to my moms friends house hoe was named cassandra she had kids that whoop my ass didnt how to feel now i realize those were bullies and i. Was one too i mever realized what they did they were bullying the bully so this is how it goes, on the death row of my mental compacity stresstful confessions, are you motha fuckers understandin the message that i be stressin my new life is sort of a blessin but i know one day it will all be taken away, the day could be tomorrow, i try to stay on my six, and keep the pain a milaway, but the devils little helper keeps pushin back on me, makes it look like the only issues that come foward are at my fault, my mind is very open but my inner lobes are closed, i created scenerios of close friends betraying me im slowly dying, even though im trying, dosent look like the life that i wanted will ever come close, i make it all my best by puttin in the work.but it never works out, my mom tryna show another way but my mind is fed up maybe im for the streets or maybe i was born to be a thug, i dont know but i feel thats where my life is going, wake up in the morning get out of bed my mind still blank and face look dead the day goes by fast visit my grandperants cause thats what i do always say hi to my peers listenin with open ears, in my chromosomes i wanna cry i wanna die fast, but in my mind i know i got a family that loves me, i cant thank them enough supporting me all the way, makin no mistake sometimes i feel like ive been failing them by yelling screaming and cussing for no reason maybe i need to do better, do cheddar, im slowly dying, and my mind is fed up im my mentallity is abused, the devil managed to defeat the my mental wall now its all im dead