The bad nights The bad nights when I couldn’t sleep I’d pray for some peace A lot of sorrow and pain that I couldn’t refrain My trust was completely lost and I don’t mean to weak I’m not saying I’m a victim of all my rehearsed pain But I was just a kid… My innocence was stolen and my eyes were swollen, I couldn’t remember the last time I cared, the only one who broke me didn’t even touch jail I told you my pain and you laughed in my face, You told me your pain but I couldn’t relate… Now I’m stuck in my ways waiting to be repaired It’s not a good choice and I’m losing my friends I rather grind solo then go back to those days I use it to focus and my rhythm is flowing I don’t abuse it like most but my family still knows It hurts me to try it and it becomes my old habit I got fired today and it makes me afraid I have so much to pay and my bills are still floating! My lord died for my sins and I continue to pray for the morning Only he knows the way but I can’t blame it on him Some need to fuse because our brains are mentally disturbed by the gates of the devil Only our mental health can make sense in the morning… Some wake up and lose their whole morning, caught up with routine and we are all just getting started Let us come in and make this earth shake with our gratitude because we’ve been saved by grace Gratification is what saves me you should look more into my real testimony Quit judging what you hear come straight to my ear The lord only knows whose really forgiving, if you hold a grudge don’t let it confuse you Forgive and you’ll be on your way to your peace Repent and you will receive the good vibes Everyone judges but who really believes? Those who are just are worth more for believing, then those who just judge and don’t know the truth of their own Pastors are chosen but they take it to far, the devil can dance right in front of their face They still won’t even see it because their stressing over the sermon Just let the spirit guide you and take it into your own matter Do not reflect your trauma or pain Love as a whole as he loved you first! Do not deny the bread of each day, for all of us are examples of faith! Do not overstay your visit and play! Be caseous of feelings and random chatters They might get bored but they are desperate for hearing, the love of yourself and how you can be strong The weak are the ones who are strong!