you know, it's kinda hard to be around this long, that's exactly why i wrote this song, they say if u don't belong don't be lobg, but fuck it, it don't matter what i say, they'll always get me wrong .... starting to feel like I'm the one who doesn't care i know i still can find you and i know exactly where u were my dream but now all i can see is nightmares but I'm gonna be the one who chose to be that fare so I'm gonna talk about the love that u have gave me talk about the nights and your kisses which had saved me and about your love which i know I don't deserve even though i coped with