Words: Agressive possessive thoughts have been penetrating my thoughts and mind at a bloodily speed sometimes I feel like cutting up under my sleeve and let the blood bleed alleviate through the door my core of hate I hate it and I don't want to correlate it with fornicating I've been there before but forming a relationship relating with another is far more complicated compliments when given I stomp on them don't even believe in them I am a 37-year-old heterosexual male and never once have been capable of forming a common bond with another female so obviously I'm not well I mean my shell? my physical appearance is piercing to many but once they get to know me it's like they don't want any but things don't change since then things don't change since then things that changes then things have changed this thing and so on and so forth