I never rapped on a beat like this I never thought I would get like this I never thought I could heal from my injuries Trauma in me make me feel like I’m feeling me Again and again I’m just needing me Again and again I’m just beefing me Ain’t nothing yet what life got for me Aint nothing yet I hope God got me Ain’t nothing yet I hope girls want me I am just tryna just be real But it seem niggas clown real Well then who the clown for real I just got them hands for real God give me the plan for real Build everyday like I’m on a deal All I got is a Spirit seal I always wanted them fast cars It’s painful that my dreams so far Mentally there so that’s kind of me Kinda stupid but how nice of me Always fuck up and still laugh at me Clearly why they taking me seriously Imma be rapping religiously My Jeep spitting fire so easily I pray I never ran out of faith My childhood was a blessing in my case I got lemons and I made lemonade All I needed was to realize my place But my brain makes it seem like a race So I make sure I keep keeping the pace I can’t slide backwards now it’s too late I Can’t spin back now it’s traffic in my way