Lyrics: Yeah I was a nice kid Grew up with a family and like them Always had some food on my plate and a place to bite in But all a sudden it's like a switch flipped Inside my head tellin' me I don't deserve shit Man I would wake up, and then I perch into the mirror Pick apart the imperfections on the person who'd appear 'Cuz I don't love myself or the way that I looked I was a little fat and hated all that weight on my foot All that weight on my shoulders. Everyday just depressed Everyday gettin' older and everyday feelin' less My homie's like "I can tell you got some shit on your chest My mama drinks a little bit and said it eases the stress." And I'm like "Ight." We walked to his crib and we stole the bottle I started feelin' nervous but drank it then felt hollow He dapped me up and said "My mom's about to be back But there's some more inside the liquor cabinet we can drink tomorrow" I'm like "Yeah, yeah homie. Don't worry it's cool I gotta go to bed early so I wake up for school But after that we gonna dabble in the greatness of booze." Then boom, I blacked out, I didn't wake up til' noon Alarm ringing the bell, my mom's ringing my cell She's pissed off 'cuz she heard that I've been drinking myself But she don't understand that deep inside I'm drinking for help I said "Fuck it, I'm leaving. I don't need you to yell" I packed my bags up then crashed with a couple of friends Couple months have went by and still the buzzin' won't end I think I'm more sad now then I ever have been I need some stronger medication, so I called up a friend I said "Listen homie, all that drinking shit ain't working man Give me something else." He like "Chill I got the percocets I'm getting more tomorrow. If you like it, you can buy them next." I said "Deal." Met in person then I tried the shit Within the hour I'm loving the new thrill Hit my friend back and said "Could you cut me a new deal? I need all of the blue pills the shit is just too ill." This is my life. Pretty much. #PROTO #HMC #LIFE #RAPFAME #FEATURE #YESSIR #LIFESTORY