the delusion of confusion or confusion that is delusional in a set that ain't set because in your mind you thought I forget b**** yeah my PTSD maybe unfunctional for you but it works for me the delusion of confusion the confusion that you using to this place disregard this damn n***** you forgot who I am or did you just forget my name? where I am and who I claim this is both side what you saying n**** I work with what works with me and then she ain't working g help me Lord I need some help ain't nobody out here helping me I'm trying to help myself all I ask is for a past not for some b******* before l must separate myself from the b******* because it doesn't help you're making my s*** worse all this s*** the s*** hurts how come the m*********** that say they love me so damn much be the one standing in my way like a black brick wall saying it saying it all or I'm just asking for some change and lock off the locks that I've been buying to and bound to unrealistic goals that ain't even from my own the toils of torment the grass of resentment m************ that hate me on the inside u just be be playing like they have so muche love for me but they hide their true intent u snake so much fak but I see it I see your hate you're disdained that you keep trying to use the delusion of confusion to gain regain what you always don't lose cuz with me all too. seeing me happy intent you're trying to clap me you're too intent how could that be your true intent it's all just high clap high cloud with no cloud all that s*** coming out your mouth or lies no verdad vamanos you b**** I can't say it cuz inside the Instagram won't replay it, your love is more like Snapchat 24 hours and that was that no record no we run no minutes to record with this I can't afford it's like 51st dates every time I see you because youthe delusion of confusion or confusion that is delusional in a set that ain't set because in your mind you thought I forget b**** yeah my PTSD maybe unfunctional for you but it works for me the delusion of confusion the confusion that you using to this place acting all m************the delusion of confusion or confusion that is delusional in a set that ain't set because in your mind you thought I forget b**** yeah my PTSD maybe unfunctional for you but it works for me the delusion of confusion the confusion that you using to this place my first baby daddy Larry I hold you to know more hate, I wish all is well with you but trust and know that whatever I can't do God is already done and if you don't even see it right now you will one day son it is clear back out some of the most ridiculous ass n****** I've ever seen in my life I don't believe you you know what the f*** just happened it wasn't me the best that you had before me is what happened we're trying to help me to such laws that you don't even abide by yourself I pause no seriously I got to pause I'm so for real I got to stop this s*** matter fact I'm going to stop as soon as I get up I'm right back in it what the f*** did I just do sound myself up for the b******* to go through with you yes you ain't even that great n**** we in a place by some section 8 not even section 8 this low income slightly scale n**** you think I'm stupid you think I'm done b**** I don't have my own s*** this is not it and you're not no where did I just stop at and pause oh yeah talking about you being the whole kick ass n**** and thought I Domino's stacked up like hard houses paper planes and we will quit accounts duplicate trying to spit where I didn't spit not on your dick that's just over with now I must spit on my own clit and get the phone number in my own balls because I know what I want and I know I have my flaws see there's a difference between me and you and you and me I know where I've been and I know where I want to be but see a m*********** like you is always going to be thirsty just like a bearing grave n**** you just dirty like a fusions that bearing room of the masses that always wants the more the more we'll see I can live off the less and not dreaded like a chore I can do it with my head held high because I know that inside guys who I am inside I got nothing to hide but but I do have is my shame for even allowing you to say my name then you go up to other people's houses and homes speaking upon my name like I'm a unknown. there's so much fault in your life that by only putting mine down makes you feel like your life is. but did that still feel that ho that you are still trying to feel no like I said a bearing wound something that can get skeeted into and I conceptually consumed you can't have no more kids but I can b**** and this man and I'm not talking about a physical baby in the womb I'm talking about this life that I consume that I have to see that I have put down on wax n***** he's his tracks this is awareness rap b**** being aware of your surroundings in your current state of being your State of mind n**** I may drink I may do what I do but this won't ever be blind I'll never be one like you. cuz maintain the genius and I mean this life is out of control you know what my n**** I'm definitely not giving up my soul cc cuz what I speak and what you consume I wouldn't be surprised if the devil was within you I know God is within me and every time I try to leave you keep pulling me back so your s*** is like a bad asthma attack I need inhaler to inhaler like Helen Keller blonde and death trying to eat me up until there's nothing left you f****** cannibal cannibal lecter I'll let you to forget her you never was you never will be but I still am your soy to comprendo energy energy got to put that three times in my songs because there's something that happens if I don't know all those wrong anticipate my comeback my come up now you rather see me on the street begging for what change Nick is the only thing that needs to change is the change in your ways that you come at me anyway I'm going to drop this cuz I'm tired of talking feel me on this steady 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