At night I can’t sleep Cause all I do is dream Of you with another man in the positions where I used to be It hurt so bad when you was so quick to leave It was never my intentions to put us through these scenes I wish I can go back to when it was really just you and me My life is down bad , cause I’m very lonely Sometimes I’m afraid of myself cause I been drinking a lot lately Trying to kill myself faster by hurting my kidneys My life is a mess and I’m going crazy Trying not to stress , so I’ve been blazing I had stopped cause I was looking forward for some changing But nothing has changed except my relationship and my feelings Still wondering if you even think of me You probably don’t And I shouldn’t either Cause it just makes me feel weaker My mind was really just focused on you To tell you the truth I was really in love with you But you probably knew that I just wish you were right next to me But I know you said there was no going back So I’m just writing these rhymes Of my feelings that I carry deep inside You left me so mesmerized I wish I can just wake up right by your side And look at your pretty face and eyes I had so much faith and pride Thinking I had won the jackpot prize When I had you by my side I thought it was ride or die But if it was then why am I still alive Now that I don’t have you by my side I should have died You was my Main chick Until you lane switched Then my brain clicked Had no clue if I was with the same chick Or if I was getting played with Love is the worst game so I quit