all of this pain in my heart I feel distant I know that I'm winning so damn why you trippin you tell me you love me but then you act different see I see you switchin an I see you I see you missin you missing yo smile you missing yo life you missing yo style an all of the nights you could go n act wild an all of the liquor the drugs n compiled but give em a inch they running a mile they takin advantage an damn ain't they wild but you let it happen that shits in a pile but you'll be content just as long as it's filed you'll be content just ad long as they losing Noone is happy an Noones improving say you a queen an all with the movement still you won't bow to a king must be stupid still you won't bow to a king must be losing an that shits so crazy like how tf they gonna play me how tf they so lazy gave em the blueprints like jay z how tf they ain't paid me Gabe em the blueprint like jay z gave em the bluprint like hova feelin the world on my shoulders im gettin tired show you the date I told ya you say that you checked the dates an our love is expired how you gonna do me so greasy Makin that shit look so easy we have a child but damn its ironic an kinda iconic feel like she the only one wants me around an ain't no good frankys till I'm lookin paisty or im pushing daisy n stuck in the ground feel anti social but stuck in the crowd shoved in the closet to go sort it out only safe place I can go in my house feel like depression been ready to pounce get a new job n it's right here in town still no congrats but I'm used to the doubt yo birthday comes an you know I ball my birthday comes I get nothing at all mother's day come n you getting a post father's day come you say I do the most this is my life an I know that it hurts but bet shit hit different when roles are reversed