but if I pick up a pen I'll never be real. true lies that I told myself hard to hold myself together when pleasure builds my hell my hate dwells, echoing in cells. night terror screams, inmates yell obscenities aimed at me when mentally their voices only stir the beast unearthing disturbing things sacrificed pregnant babies with rabies summoning hades, nothing helps I need to find myself anythings better change up the weather the wetter the better Master splinter passing up shredder oroku sake couldn't stop me, bestin krang like daryl kills zombies your in check, who can challenge me exhaustin everything causing psychological damage beat everyone here still dont need a bandage Ace as f*** im a fighter so fire the pilot dog fold your dead man's hand before im sawing logs, buildin pine boxes for rappers told your girl to get off my clock. wanna stopwatch? harder than fossil i get, her wetter then tsunami, grip your pen tighter, i feel lighter. double deckered your prius visor. im something different, not confident but smart. right now my balls bigger than your head why you slack jawed? get you jacked like a hot car, 4 blown tires sparkin rims blazin by ya see im intensely driven, im taking crowns like scar, but like mufasah building bars. stop bein whoopi support cackle at farts, sounding like ed situation report, just caught you in the bathroom wearing wemons pantyhose. cocained nose bleeding from the laughter that rose unlike you to my challenge even though im at the f****** bottom with nobody id call, a friend or kin, no one lookin after me unless it benefits them even then I'm the one doin s*** , im your cruch without me youd crawl around like babies, day dream and cry for ma. done runnin to save you cuz im lonel and wishin to fit in you need to, just quit it, learn to watch your tone. try sayin please and thank you like grandmas home. it wont save you, i go right for the kill, satan behind the wheel, your weak willed,you bleed milk, mindstate: cheapthrill my state? deep chillin, mr freeze villian, meat grillin, need healing, dont come to me trillin bout how your lady be sneaky lick lickin all your friends,sen her to me place and we can grill again. still hungry dog? take the leftovers then, before I donate them to your church for the next event, accidently leavin the wedding band, ringed hand right under the foil. fix your own shit, cant handle the heat get the fuck out my kitchen, fell demons seasonin my chicken, lesson learned from failed attemps at this. ouija boards for slicing veggies , help me get em out this wheel chair, im making sausages, winning blue ribbons every state fair, it aint fair how disgusting it is like watching me cum busting during car crashes, rear endin semis insinuaten sexual advances, im cancerous, nolancing the boil, smoking the foil, cant let you profit off my toil, stay loyal to my own no house no home. time to plant my feet build a Mansion from ya bones, so yall still with me when my body grows cold.