I got nothing to loose nothing to gain tored of this life tired of this pain put the glock to the side of my brain if i squeeze ill go with a bang,bang bang bang bang everyday the same dame thing thing thing i just smile and I say im fine i got used to telling that lie the truth im screaming inside life of a mime outside sunshine inside im crying in the rain rain rain rain rain whats the meaning of life why are we born just to die man i try but i cant slay the demons inside nomatter how much I pray things stay the same they say god squeezes but he dont choke well i can't breathe and my heart is broke tears of a clown i feel like George floyd with gods knee on my kneck im in distress the future's a dark void im in a test i cannot pass i got lots of stress maybe they'll love me more when pass (scream) if I leave my kids behind they gone get sad they gonna miss me they love their dad i cant deal with this pain all the stress is in vain man I feel im insane y y y y do i feel like this insiyiyid all i had was my priyiyid i got nothing to lose nothing to gain