if I could go back and rewind, the hands of time, I'd surely do it otill I can, I'm just a man, who cupids always playing stupid fall in love too quick, with chicks, I know ain't really worth the risk I'm a feind, my self esteem. is so low that it don't exist All my friends abandoned me. they died and left me by myself and even though I know I need it I will never ask for help My cousins murder, left a burden, on me far as feelin guilt and everything I've built's, about to crumble I can see it tilt Live in filth, love I seek, My future's looking pretty Bleak l stumble when I move my feet, still humble though I'm feelin weak Mumble thomugh I barely speak, don't try and tell me what to do I live and die up on these streets, I'm grindin on the avenue I can't lie I'm losin hope, but jokes, to cope with my depressions now I'm stressing, guessing, you and me is probably out the question Hate affection, so I show aggression, to hide how I feel and still I got necrve to sit and tell you how I keep it real I qq and steal, to eat a meal, and hate it but I fear the change They love it, when I'm dancin like a puppet, so they pull the strings ruined all my vains,8 I'm just a junky, that's how people view it suicide is on my mind, and I think 6y bout to do it. a a life but blew it, I just threw it, all away for nothin money, dope and , I been spendin all my time on hustlin can't be trustin, in myswomenelf to get the help I know I lack I'll see you on the other side but the jggññ cuz I ain't never coming back matter of fact, you can't tell me Jack, so you can save your speech I lost control, my soul, done took a toll, from stayin in these streets started toying with these beats, and over time became a beast All my enemies increased and will not stop till I'm deceased give me peace, and God I swear, I'll share my blessings with my people those who hustle, through the struggle, and don't care if shits illegal old and.feeble, young and lether, living regal, all my Life I'm close enogh to be a king, yet far enough to lose the sight #buddyhustle #BuddyHuSTLe loo and everywhereeçr I go, b I know, I got them