I have so many dreams my life started to hurt . When I remember how U hurt me oh was it worth it. Five years of my life I spent a burden. It was like watching snow white it was like a fairytale with a bad ending. Then what I saw was hurt! I don't know my words do you? My worth is Gone. I have these painful memories Every time I close my eyes and see you standing over me. You standing over me Every time I think of you. All I have is empty memories all I have is empty memories of Someone I used to be. I Was nine and I had so many dreams. But you just had to keep. Squashing my hopes Squashing them down. Oh everyone blamed me. they say She liked it. Said It's all her fault. it's all your fault. Oh and I felt like I was perpetrator oh I felt like I was the perpetrator. but I'm the victim And I don't want to be labelled and I'm the victim Yeah, I don't want to be labelled. Yeah I was 9 years old Yet I didn't't take my soul. And crush it into dust, that's what you wanted. Now my heart breaks so often And you didn't want me You wanted what you could see. you wanted what could see. I was just a kid .was just a kid. with all of my dreams and you came along and made me feel like I don't have love. And all of my heart it breaks, so when to leave. And I thought I could look up to you and see the man my dreams . But I'm not the perpetrator Im the victim here. And all of your words that cut like knives it's absurd.