i know youve needed me yeah i know youve needed me needed me ....all these years that have past ....i wish i could go back... and change the past watch you grow ..i know in yiur heart you wish i could be the mom i use to be...baby theres no excuse of how i been.... but listen baby boy mommy is gonna get it right this tine .... i know youve heard it before....ive realized at night in my mind watching you not grow has beem killing me inside ....i gotta thank dad for stepping up and take ova.when i couldnt no more ... i just got caught up in this messed up world ..a world so shaddy an gross...i havnt been around and i use to blame everyone....it wasnt there fault it was mine ....just know ...he only did it to make sure nothing bad would happen ...ive let yiu down so much... not no more son i wanna be part of your life i wanna hear you call me mom all the time.. so just know from this day foward im gonna make it right as i sing this song with tears falling from my eyes i love you my bby tom forever momma is gonna make ir