I feel like my soul run away sometimes I still think about it you been on my mind Only focused on this money put my pain in my grind Ever since I been without you It’s a chain on my life Heavy drugs and drinkin In my sorrows I been sinkin This life ain’t for the weak So I been runnin to the weekend Drowning out the noise I get so caught up inna deep end Don’t wanna accept the distant memory Call it wishful thinkin trials and tribulations that a young nigga been facin Push away the hurt my heart been feelin real vacant Trynna fill the voids spaces got me out here naked Long way from little boys dreamin of ridin in a spaceship I feel like my soul run away sometimes I still think about it you been on my mind Only focused on this money put my pain in my grind Ever since I been without you It’s a chain on my life Shit hit different when you feel it So I found myself addicted Lookin at me like I lost it Said I was trippin for my pigment like I let my brother down If I was there he wouldn’t went missin Thinkin back on my life To clear the air you can see me ventin