two tone never alone I sleep and wake up with my misery I love then days back in high school chilling little bit of drug dealing my mind not healing played by many and for sure left their memory before anyone judges me come get to know me I'm not hiding anything stop making up rumors they spread like tumors I'm not a teacher or a preacher I'm not a baby boomer should I care what others including my father and decently my brothers thnk shout out to my mother I miss her cooking I loved it when my mother did my laundry she make sure they smell like lavender I haven't se3n her over a year I wonder and wonder if I ever get to smell on my close lavender felling so depressed hell here on earth I remember when I tried to rap I was not trying to shine I was so shy I'm still wavy little shy hope everything is fine motivated none the wailing to live life without the drug dealing taking a toll on my mind hit rock bottom thank you covid 19 yeah I did I held it as much as I could running out of time no work business dibuming so rapidly covid thank you