my mama had me before any woman did she had me from a baby all the way to a kid no woman will ever remotely take her place it don't matter what the deal is or even the case she did whatever she had to do to keep her three kids safe it's hard when you're trying to raise three children on your own she started getting scared to even pick up the phone her son was f****** with the streets and started doing drugs I started dealing with the man I was running with the plug she got a phone call that I committed a crime that I was looking to go to prison and do some real time all she kept asking me is are you for real and why I said mama I didn't do it I never committed that drive by they threw me under the bus and ratted on me they started f****** with the streets and they just couldn't handle me I lost a lot of time that I could have spent with my mom I should have spent all this time with my mom at least now my mom is dead gone and rest in peace