I’m walking through the darkness paths of life trying to find the light the darkness got me blinded to see the glory light of life this shit not right I’m feeling down and out because stress and depression is killing me slowly I love god but I’m not that holy but I thank god for life everyday I do be trying to stay positive and praise up but negativity always haunts me every single day of my fuckin life I’m getting tired of fighting and running from reality it’s so kills mentally and emotionally and physically it’s weakens me lord help me heal me change me my life has gotten ugly roughly this mess is taken over me it hurts me tremendously It’s ruining my density intensity Lord guide me through this journey of my dreams and my life lord I’m still struggling these demons still bugging me this mess is so darn crazy it don’t amaze me the devil is my enemy so mentally he wants to stop me from success of greatness and revive my blessings from heaven and being in god’s presence his love is everlasting ye amen