I woke up with a smile on my face food on my plate roof over my head and for some reason no feeling of dread like damn it's gonna be a good day singing to the clouds whistling with the wind feelin good open my curtains to sunshine feeling fine I just wanna sing and hope for a good time I have been climbing a u climbable Hill and now I can finally chill it's almost like my pills my meds are starting make me feel better again I can finally sleep feeling all right no more late nights staring at the wall Wondering and why I can't fall asleep now Hush to sleep can't wait what next will be i dont know why but I feel better and refreshed I don't wanna be stressed have a Good time with my friends god hope this feeling never ends finally hope again there's always light at the end of the tunnel or is the headlights of a train I've been feeling pain it's honestly insane to think about it now I'm having a good time I'm wondering about it why I'm not pouting in the back of the room in the corner soaking crying with my microphone wanted to be alone now I just want to talk to my friend to be social more anxiety I don't know why this is just happened to me now where was this a couple days ago wow