LYRICS I don't know why but I feel like I've already lost you guys It's a sorrow so deep but I bury it inside And on repeat I choose to narrow my eyes So When I say I miss you it feels like a lie I'm filled up to the brim in my mind. I'm on the path to life I see death in your eyes. How do I convince you of the importance of Christ? I guess it's by distance and by proxy by iso- Lation from you But I don't know what else to do Please Lord Give me an answer What more can I do Because i'm mortified When I see you guys In a pit of satan's lies Lucifer's vice God I need advice only you would suffice Please reveal your love Don't fall through the ice My veins Runs cold When I think of the hold That satan has On their souls As fate would have it I am told That god you promised me Their reward is in heaven But more than that I want their resurrection from death To come before then They've had enough stress and pain Through the trials and rain And miles Of the same dang thing Over and over again But you know all the torture they're in So why won't you save them?...(intense) ... I'm just saying If you are who you say you are And your heart is unchanging as Much as your word claims it I can't imagine a world Where you don't love them enough to save them from hurt even if they deserve it your death on the cross was worthless what was the purpose if you are just going to sit on your ass while the bubbles stop rising to the surface are they not worth it? Dad i miss when we used to go to the hills and sled down in the snow mama I miss the times where we would laugh so hard we cry when we spent our morning with each other at home tristen I miss when we would write songs and chill in your room with the music up home alone now it's all a blur and hope is unheard of what would it take for you guys to perk up? another perk, or a sip of that liquor? yeah, that always does the trick while I sit back and quiver the people I love most and they are killing themselves I, feel helpless and void and now my hope is destroyed Lord do what only you can can or I'll join them I wish i was joking I can't take this anymore I'm falling being the only strong one is exhausting and I'm just so damn sick of trying I'm finding that giving up is easier than giving them time it's not working and I'm done with the mind-set of keep being the rock and they will find where their fine at my bones are crushed and my soul, I can't find it I'll bury myself in this family so at least they will have a place that feel familur on my corpse which one is worse? dying to save them or saving myself and leaving them to burn? I'll go to hell for them if it means that they get to rest in your arms forever I just need more time... running out of time