circles

i am rewakening a a warrior i am a wolf in disguise walking smiling i dont have the energy to be angry frankly everyday i just want to be happy waking up in the mnrg with bad moods i just want good moods whats in my bag i find nothing kila siku hoping for a better day want an escape,want an escaped to the reality of things longing for a peaceful day i dont wanna stay the same be in the web afraid to be caught by the spider going round in circles like a merrigo round start then game over like im in limbo then im in zero they say never give up but im about to give up i say things will work out but they never work out i imagine a better life then back to reality i take action to be a better version but im back to feel like im a nobody ofcourse there are good tyms but are so very rare nowadays when i was young i was told things would be better but are full of terror to make me tremble