this big Clouds have me feeling like fuck everybody I don't got no feeling for yall I'm on my knees start to pray try to find the words to say but it's so much fucking sin is in the way so don't ever try to judge me dude you don't know what the fuck I been through what would it be like for anybody not to fucking judge me and talk shit behind my back it when I ain't got nothing to offer them so I just stand in the darkness man it take a strong mind just to Handle everybody that Doubt me when I around yall I act like I'm koo with yal next thing you know I'm learning how to cut everybody off I'm doing things I said I'll never do and I'm telling myself it's just for a good time I'm saying it's for a good vibe and know I'm hook on this feeling high as I ever fucking been I can't believe it now everybody hate me now my own family don't fuck with me so know I gotta show yall who yall fucking with I learn how to ignore yall its funny if yall only knew how Im leaving now and I wish my mom see how good I been doing and all the things that I have the beautiful big house and the 3 ride I1have know I Wonder if that's good Enough to just to see a her smile and say she prod of me but I would never get that from my family I ain't nothing just know no Matter what I still love yall and maybe one we can all hang out and laugh bout the old days