Our ride filled with legacy Will never end When we became whole At the end of an old year A new one to begin round the corner YOU SEE... just like a new year comes without warning every year We may have been next to eachother But it's all new and exciting Thrilling by you, I hope you feel the same Even when you yawning Lean into me feel the view See the world through another lens See us in another room where we have the space to grow, the chance to watch us hit it big or watch the house win. Winning or losing only is my concern as I think of you. Our love isn't a game. Our anger is also not funny , but our fights never take my brain even seconds to remove redo and remake I've decided.. to take my time and relive Remember and revise the price, proposal, and terms I can't live with, UP or Down. We say UP. been down too much, no more floor level, downfalls, downtalking, just down to ride, down to buy, down to give up our thoughts due to being ashamed inside knowing any words you have are able to join mine. We go up from here, reaching, grabbing, pulling, pushing it all over like lotion to our skin we rubbing it in smooth like butter, gonna have to reapply hours from now and more after that to keep us from burning too brightly from the sun everyday every second heart racing so fast got my heartburning on both ends, even pepto, tums or prilosec Can't split us up, we combine to win, rather go on burning, might as well fit us for the championship ring man. Depending on the day tho we may choose to jump in the ring tho, we like to pretend like we know what we are doing, when it comes to being competitive we really bust both our heads, one thing is for sure if you know you don't have it in you to kill or leave yourself for dead then go ahead and make an agreement that fighting for nothing is more than an upheavment closing your battle ground down and cancel the war go waste in love and Light up skies for VICTORY NOT WAR. Real is not too much to ask I can't be anything fake I'd have to stop breathing for that Grooming every second With the most potent energy We are always blooming! Flowers on top of FLOWERS We cover up the outside with petals Hiding all the damage we mustered from being impatient, not wanting to put in the work... we learned and leaned in on each other so the pain relinquished hurt Inside I feel your heart beat with mine and for once it's right on time and I never wear a watch but I'll wear you just watch till we can't stand it or stand up or even lean onto. Learned to lean into each other And hear the other speak Work out our differences Compassionately patiently Kindly, please, this time, imma roll up my sleeves so they don't get in my way Nothing that can't move should be in our way, we settle in and talk about the hard days, the absolutely can't try days, the ones we give up and sleep in the truck days, the don't look at me days, ones full Of excuses, neither trying to win but Def trying not to lose it, either way the chips fall saying goodbye won't be our choice I'd rather be punished like a child and have to sit in a corner for my bad decisions never regretting choices of you being cheek to cheek as long as we can communicate. Lean on me I'm able to hold you up From the weight I buried You under, I will stop Uncover any disaster That I became the master of Use the key 🔑 to carefully Lock you to me throw away the key I can deal with anything with you Here with me. I will never choose to part but alone I only fill one role one part, and I'm leading the process hoping to keep the spark, This morning made its mark begging to be able to hold all my feelings in a Jar, too much come and too much Go, i wait for the blooming answers formed by the stem and out brightly bursts the bulb 💡 what a great idea for us to tell all our secrets and come undone Drool, be in awe, be a fool in love. Once you realize you can't build the empire You start to go haywire Unamused disoriented dazed Even confused It's time to pull the curtains down Look inside and see what all we broke Before we lose any other grip tonight Take a long walk alone around the house Look at all the time we took to destroy Our home, The Only thing to remember I'll never see this same picture, I'll never be in this same spot, so lean on me instead of trying to find out why not. Then it kicks in like a needle to a vein Speeding through every image Even the one you called me out my name This ain't no tit for tat but baby if you Are with me please don't fight me back I am the one who has your back From day one with us I've thought Of you and it's always been like that. Every morning, we wake up I may not see your eyes first But it's only cause you're gone to work And I'm here waiting for your presence Chasing children and trying to find space To nap, but I'll do anything as long As the days of purpose filled crap hit the road jack and don't ever come back, Have sunk in the deep in where we Shoulda have been making out I was wondering how we made it through All the second chances and late Night arguments when the only words I can even make sense of is "I LOVE you" Nothing that I could ever be mad at could ever take those feelings away so lean into that when all words aren't a homerun and some connect but go tinging off your bat. Lean on me like the wind knocked you over I'm your charm, your clover All 4 sides of this modern-day love Hue beeming down on us to show us How bright we shine under the spotlight We find ourselves under cause without a mirror or a view opposite of me, and you I don't think I'd see how big my smile is beside you, I'd be missing the eyes we lock And pretend we miss the gaze but stop in our tracks just to embrace the healing stare, and then we go arm and arm into the next phase. Sifting through all the pictures and love letters thinking about our tmrw and how When there is nothing to do I can thank God for you and look in your eyes and say lean on me, grab me, love me, be brave with me, stay calm, cause we always go wrong when we don't think and argue Just to both be wrong losing all senses turning  churning in my tummy how wreckless we both turnout left to our own devices and then we still always come back swimming for the life of our lover and just in time to lean on eachother until the next step where we might hover like a bird cause we feel high from the breeze Flow from the back to front Never repeating the same touch Counting down to continue pouring Out and only pointing up, I only see you standing I only want you to know I even speak that's how sacred our words should be. Bring your ear in closer, listen. Lean in you can never be to close Feel the power the unknotted noose See I'm not mad I untied it just for you.