Stuck in my mental illness I know I can kill this Version of myself I don’t want anybody else I hate this planet It’s like God damn it She gave me love She got me through the rough She put me in the spotlight She’s the reason I fight I’m married to the game Live like Cobain I feel so drained But I can do it heartless I love my darkness I miss the drugs I don’t give a fuck You can give me dirty looks I know I’m hooked I know I’m addicted Always conflicted Always chasing better Chasing that cheddar Chasing my dreams I have no self esteem I’m married to the game Live like Cobain I feel so drained But I can do it heartless I love my darkness I hate my surroundings This life is astounding My girl is all I need Live by the creed To hustle till I die Don’t ask me why I got no options Nobody’s opting To offer support I don’t consort I don’t trust I don’t give a fuck I’m married to the game Live like Cobain I feel so drained But I can do it heartless I love my darkness My pain is a fucking joke Buried in coke Buried in ganja You know the mantra Elevation is the goal God got my soul And if he don’t Then I do it alone But I got faith Married to the game I don’t need another I don’t need a lover I love the hate I smoke an eighth And my worries fly away