my times ending n my soul cant stop crying over my desperation to survive as for mybbeloved. her times comingbto an end real soon too worried n haunted by death to feel dis life is meant for me to live.... im thankful none the less for all da love n support behind those pink ribbons.... at least im not alone ... n da whole world cries dese tears wit me.... life aint easy... i cant believe i become less than a man n hate myself sheding blood of my brethren jus to eat.... i came a savage cuz my niggas in my trap kept calln me a bitch nigga i came a viscious dog...n dats cuz i got da heart to bust dis ar .. uzi n a mac.... me n my nigga gunning thru dese city streets wit dat fire.... from my heart my pain bleed the curses of my blessing through smack n crack.... dis block a 62 gon get me thru trappin wit my 6 shot 82.. i hit my plug phone 10 times 2 day i move 10 eights. today.... c dats y ima burn like a demon... cuz i keep coming back out here addicted to da fast scrilla ... them roses wont make me smile ... them carnations wont dry these tears...tho my heart broken wit all my heart i still pray from thedepth of my soul ... from da bottom of my heart i hope God understand y i had to up n bust..before i give uo da ghost jesus please have my soul.. y i had to post up wit dat hard.... i just hope God understand y if i stop banging it b suicide n i burn n hell n kill myself from da knot n my belly n y i was birhed n da belly of da beast .cuz God just wanted to know if under pressure id b a demon or angel...wit dis 23 like mJ 23 dis trap done made me a ferocious bull slam down a nigga hard to da ground ...my young killa silent assassin like pippen 33 shoot ya lights out from a distance straight.. from da dungeon spitting fire thru da dragons mouth thryna burn my demons with my fire from da chip on my shoulder from da rage of fire n my heart wit da weight of da world on my back tryna move dis brick ...just make wannna let dis AR Blow... still ima neva leave dis bricks im out here all night till i see da sunrise i aint leaving dis corner holding dis block wit my 26 n my crew whats guddy fool.... tryna stay focused on da scrilla n neva fold... ten toes down ... G til I die....