I’m getting stuck between independence and a resistance I will keep my distance trying to figure out reasons of my existence I need assistance building up the thickness of my red eyes from cries and idk why these people like controlling me acting like I’m nothing like I don’t have a wife like I can’t figure out how to do one thing to another. Nobody cares about me and I don’t know why another day anything to help in the life I was hoping for I always help people, but nobody else back I get up or down, I don’t know how to swim anymore so I drove my phone phone phone phone for because I don’t know you don’t know how to do this one thing that’s been easy right but it still hurts to go know how to do some tough time to actually know that’s a don’t care I don’t care if they don’t care they don’t care they don’t care they don’t care. Why why don’t you care of why don’t you care I asked ask the answer I do care I do care, but if you really cared, then you would help then you would ask why am upset can you ask what he left me he would ask me a question and I would have an answer hopefully and if I didn’t have an answer, I would try to help me figure out the answer no all you care about is if you have an answer then I hope you figure out that answer but you don’t care you don’t even say thanks so sad but it’s true to figure out how and why I only have like three real friends but they’re always doing something so it really turns out on one but I don’t really like that one friend so it’s like I only have no friends OK I myself self and mental issues, so looks like work and I can figure stuff out but they don’t even hear me but you know I really I’m just type. What if you cared I care I care do you care I want to know if you care because I don’t I don’t know if you can do you care do you care? Do you care? Do you care because I need to know cause I don’t feel like you care. I know you don’t care I know you don’t care it’s not that I think you don’t care, so I know you don’t care, if you didn’t care, show me help me I need help I need help and you’re the only person please just help me please I need help in life push help me