yeah this was a hard time for me to entertain but you know what i tired of this shit i don’t know how to end this shit man i been around looking for a better place yet there ain’t nothing but i have to do everything man i just need help please let me live free of anxiety better start the fucking work to improve my anxiety yup i still here even thou i lost almost everything i lost my brother my uncle even my grandpa didn’t haven’t to attempt my grandpa funeral could i even every lost everything yet no i still have my friends and family i have to stay strong no matter if i’m alone or not impossible killing my thought just to get through this man i been dealing with my life back to the recovery let me seek to a higher level of trusting my mind i could’nt man i just kinda get it mad silly back to the history i could’nt trusted my emotion just live like a wild animal say no to that wild beast kinda getting out of me i tired of living in this life now i need to get out of this crap faking it out like i have to see my real me every time i tryna find myself i getting into flashback where i was tramatized i could’ve do it anymore :::: maybe i just a person who can get in my way NO YOU JUST MY CONFLICT am i just a person who strongly advise that i should stay away YOUR JUST A CORPSE SPIRIT THAT JUST ENTER A RANDOM BABY man i just a random person who nobody want me around just because i’m basic’s:::: yeah this kinda dark for me to live in this world but i just tryna live like everybody else yup you know everytime i tryna stay up people put me down but i still get up and standing like nobody ever do anything well nobody ever judge a person by it cover cuz you never know what stories they been through and to make this easy everyone just want money in order to survive