fell for it knowing you ain't the one for me you a rather see me on the news locked up with a first degree or probably dead from a homicide with my family crying over me still image Douglas in my head and the time I saw tyree god gave a strong gift still not worried about what they say bout me knowing they gone need me in the end and they all changed on me father locked up dealing with cases and the judged pinned by three tatted in my face on my brow her name and she left for nothing to me fighting through alot with a lot to say ever rob me homicide to pay bitch you got me fucked up speaking on my name told the truth the you I trust you but you lame I never spoke on that just for the world to shame me ain't speaking on it nomore up inside the game I thought that boy fuck with me should have known he snaking he put on like he'll die for me and that shit fazed me I ever told a lie to you wouldn't tryna break you was missing time from you in lock up you let another nigga conquer and now I guess you playing glow up you forgot we let us know us you think about me everyday i beat on my chest i do it when my heart ache I take so much I was spazzing out crossing me had drove me crazy now I'm contemplating how would life be If i never said a thing saying I'm the same looking in the mirror everybody grow and change knowing they talk down when I leave from around them they make they self fake i see it in they face with that snake hand shake knowing they don't feel my pain I been clean for months I just need a blunt and all this from her and my family I remember times I didn't leave my room feeling really low and abandoned now I'm leaving out it with stamina going up and up with chances taking my time getting fans up never ever giving up all this from going through stuff and from lies and growing up I seen it while I was awake getting rich and blowing up free my father getting older world of weight up on my shoulders everybody want to beef when will God ever show up speaking facts make my heart colder finding it with noone showing me rap with anger and emotions feeling like my time getting shorten at the top I climbed like rodents this for Doug and tyree my soldiers they want even do a feature and seeing I'm the one controlling it never fake it's real outspoken tired of hearing my voice like more mess bad out weighing my good I wonder why a bitch can't hold me