Someone once asked me If i could turn back time what would i change. i didn't answer then but here is my answer now. Not A Damn Thing. Eyes wide open they can't be closed. Waiting for the darkness looking through the peep hole. No one I can trust all fake people. Demons in my head impaled em with a steeple. Not talking bout church. That shit would make it worse. End up at the bottom again. Yeah right back in a herse. Gotta remember that shit could always be worse. Feel it in my heart. Were the pills at really need a nurse. That's just the demons talking. From the darkness. From the darkness. Never stoping. Always talking. Same idea never dropping. Gotta stop it. Before I relapse. All my progress. Don't wanna drop that. i know i can make it out. just gotta find out how. i can do it. i can win. i didn it once now all over again. never look back. i know i keep saying that. but lately i been looking back. Onto my roots. The shit that paved the way. and made me the man i am today. the streets were i was raised. Oh what a rocky way was paved. trying to be on this possitive shit. raising ny vibe to inlightenment. looking back on my past and choosing my punishment. looks like all the pain was heaven sent. No one I can trust all fake people. Demons in my head impaled em with a steeple. 16 my granny turned on me. then the world flipped on me. didnt know weather or not i lost the homie. when his mama died. first time he really cryed. didnt hear from him for months. had to read between the lines. thats why i thought he took his life. really i still dont know. he was behind bars heart so cold. then his mama turned to bone.and his heart turned to stone. i send those feelings away. with pain. cant throw the letter away. i hope the trama dont stay. say goodbye to skys of grey. im looking forward ti bright sunny days.