yeah, we back look I get it that she's special but she can't just get out of everything I'm a normal kid gotta live a normal life got sum going on in my life buts it's not fair when I have to be the one having discussion O struggle in class cause I don't feel good enough I'm not living the best life but that's what y'all think I have emotions to but y'all don't take it to notice pushing hard in life cause I have a dream but it all falls apart when it don't fell like I can accomplish day in and day out I wanna be the best for my sister but I have struggles to deal with stay gone cause I just feel better hate feeling alone it's like my heart is a broken bone and my mental state isn't the best fidget with the past cause I miss those days but there's no time machine to go back and I understand I'm a little kid but I got things I love to dont discipline me where they can't move when I gts I don't even dream it's just dark cause nothing happens good in my life and I understand I can't be the best kid but at least I'm trying last thing y'all could do is congratulate me I passed 9th going to 10th one class failed it's not a myth but I'm still moving up in the grades some days I go back and think am I really meant to be? I play games to escape these gleams cause the only thing between me and us is love and trust so take this to word and remember i love y'all. but I can't be getting treated differently in this life